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Trying Not To Die

from Magic Fire Brain by Devi McCallion & Katie Dey

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i’m staying up working tonight
if my body doesn’t let me sleep
what else is there to try
i am feeling kinda scary tonight
i feel fuzzy up inside my bones
i’m trying not to die but
i got all these shadows in my eyes
darting in and out my periphery
maybe they wanna fight ? uhhh

i wanna bury my head into the light
something keeps dragging me straight back into the night
but you don’t scare me
get the fuck out of my sight
don’t you know god is on my side ?

i’m done telling shadow people that i’m mad at them
i’ll just let it be a surprise
it’s ok
it’s my bad
to all the demons in hell
it’s my bad that i got mad
i looked like a real bitch face
but you just never really know what could happen
until it happens to you

some wounds never heal
if you’re lucky they might just scar over
a lot of wounds just get worse and worse with time
and time goes on and on
more
more people get wounded
and the hospitals are all closed still
your doctor’s on vacation
have you lived this life ?
have you seen this world before ?

i wanna bury my head into the light
something keeps dragging me straight back into the night
bitch you don’t scare me
get the fuck out of my sight
don’t you know god is on my side ?

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from Magic Fire Brain, released September 13, 2020

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