woke up today and went back to sleep
i woke up again around 3
i lay in bed and i watched some tv, tried not to think about anything and tried to eat and i went back to sleep
what good am i if i cannot help myself
i'll swear that i'll get better
i'll fix my body i'll regrow my health
hold my hand as i pull my own guts out
if you'll be brave for me i'll be brave for you
i'll become the strongest shell
what good am i if im not stronger than myself
if i cant save my own life i'll never fucking help anybody else
just hold my hand as i pull my own guts out
if you'll be brave for me i'll be brave for you
i'll become the strongest shell
look at pictures on the computer of being people near to eachother
thinking alll kinds of evil thoughts i dont like
its like yeah i'm evil and jealous and irrational
yeah i just hide i've got nothing going on whatever who cares
it doesnt matter i'll do whatever
but i can't ever seem to get anything done but who really cares
what good am i if i cannot help myself
i swear that i'll get better
i'll fix my body i'll regrow my health
please hold my hand as i pull my own guts out
if you'll be brave for me i'll be brave for you
i'll become the strongest shell
what good am i if im not stronger than myself
if i cant save my own life i'll never fucking help anybody else
what good am i
The c@, the legend. Compositionally beautiful, a singular vision genuinely thrilling and flourishing in creativity. Whatever prog rockers feel about King Crimson or whatever I think about this band Devi McCallion
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy