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Whatever Vibes

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1.
Deeper 02:55
deep down in the buried part of the house put your fingers thru its teeth open up its mouth and the whole thing just sorta pours out you know although we barely talk i think about you a lot these days i mostly just worry i mostly just worry a lot im afraid i just want you to know I’m a coward i just want to dig deeper down in this hole ill bend like a complex metal structure collapsing under the rust i want no space you wouldnt have to do anything in a second id give it all up id cut my fucking arms off in exchange for an excuse for how completely useless i am i wish i had the guts to throw myself but every time that I’m near i just pull back in pure shit thats the only real name ive ever had I’m so sick of it even i couldn’t care anymore that I’m sad all the time that ive wasted i just wanna burn thru the rest of my life anytime that i say anything I’m so fucking humiliated by myself
2.
Fever 02:03
you’re shielded and soft boned super dreamy all i wanna do is try to breathe normally i love your outfit I’m creeping on you hard and I’m pretty sure you’re noticing i don’t know how to cope I’m really awkward its kind of a thing it makes me go dumb it makes me paranoid i don’t want to be near to any other human being but i feel like we’ve got the same fever maybe we can cure it by sweating it out with each other i feel like my body’s changing colours i can’t control it i don’t think we’re safe around each other you’re so smart and beautiful im so excited i just wanna be a good friend but grasp into the nothingness I’m back in the deep end acting like a real fucking shit head I’m so embarrassed of every gesture its all pretty much in the same vein i feel like a predatory animal i know things will never be the same again
3.
Lawn 03:07
i always forget you can’t build a moat in your front lawn without tearing up the grass i always forget even tho i know i can’t survive in this world without you as my friends paranoia makes me stupid paranoia makes me blind paranoia crawls in my ear and twists up my mind paranoia makes me stupid paranoia makes me blind paranoia makes me curl up in a ball and leave my friends behind in sweaty palm and in grinded tooth when I’m sitting here clutching my face i can’t ever remember the truth in sweaty palm in nails chewed down to the skin i can’t think of what to say to you except to beg you not to be my friend again i always forget I’m probably imagining it when all i can hear is uncomfortable laughter behind my back i always forget you can’t build a moat in your front lawn without tearing up the grass and theres no defence against that theres no defence against that theres no defence
4.
Well 02:15
how far does it go i wanna see all the way down i don’t know drop a stone theres no evidence it ever touched the ground how far does it go theres no one else around i don’t know drop a stone i wanna go all the way down well well well you don’t know me

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Miserable guitar playing music

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released June 11, 2013

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Devi McCallion Toronto, Ontario

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