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Reddishness

by Girls Rituals

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1.
I Know 02:17
i feel its gross hot breath breathing in my face after all this time.. no fuck that.. i wanna go to disneyland i dont wanna do more any shit that i hate i wanna have some real fun i wanna see the fireworks i wanna prove what a stupid bitch i am i wanna get way too drunk in the california sun like i always dreamed of i wanna see thru to my true self i wanna play puzzle games on a iphone on a air plane. its true i know just how you feel i feel it too i'll be the thing you're thinking of up thru the sky and up above reach down to me and pull me up just one more time i swear ill make it worth your time this time so freaked out i wanna fucking scream please put on some tlc please please stay close to me i dont wanna be a concept that you put evil thoughts into i dont want that im a person i work real hard everyday
2.
Pink Slime 02:12
please dont take it as a sign freezing boiling hot panic flashing red and white lights grind it into pink slime who cares i wont die i wont die i wont die i can do it yea its under my control cut me open im gonna crawl back out that hole who the fuck is stopping me yea i watched the secret but i dont need it painless i was born a human scar im so fucking hungry that it makes me wanna barf you can treat me like im nothing but every fucking day im working hard uuhh you think im not here for this its what ive worked towards for all these years is it such a bad idea if i hold on to my hope is it really fucking greedy to dream about being in her home ive been cut out of real life for so long that ive realized that i dont even wanna talk about it anymore you can force me out you can push me down you can drown me out but ill come back around
3.
HRT 02:41
i’ll do my best to be softer i’ll be tap water slipping through unknown claws i’ll get strong and i’ll get better or at the very least the days will keep moving on but in all the awful days ahead if our wounds won’t heal over if we can make the world our bed we can crawl beneath the covers we can hold ourselves instead while its peeking thru the mirrors while it gets nearer overhead we’ll hold ourselves together im gonna paint my nails grey im gonna paint my nails grey the only thing i did was sleep out on the couch today im gonna paint my nails grey
4.
Shitty Peach 02:57
hi hello its nice to see you. oh, you’ve always felt the same? i know. “its on fire”. i really want to get… “enough”. have you even noticed that I’m trying to find you out? theres lots of other stuff that i could do to let you know! all i knows your name. it feels like I’m reaching thru a haze. ill put it in yr hands for you to take. i’ll grip you even tighter every day. i’m being… i’m being serious so please take me seriously i’ll be yr sun shine i can be whatever you need don’t underestimate what i can do i want to spend all my time on you i can be yr springtime yr girlfriend i can be yr peach ummm i can barely last any longer yr gravity’s stronger when my bones all start snapping i hope that you like me back
5.
Goddess 01:49
ill do what i want i can’t stay cool i can’t be robbed of my hotness cos even when I’m feeling like a goddess life isn’t perfect its a work in progress but i gotta stay on it i need to work harder if i have to be honest and that sucks cos i work til it hurts every day and thats why i gotta put my foot on it tell the world what it means gotta put it in my teeth i wanna tell the world what it means to me it’ll be ok just another day counting down the hours every night matters gotta put it in my teeth now i know what i need i wanna show the world whats important to me claw up its sides get a free ride from me put your eyes on me put your eyes on me put your eyes on me
6.
if you really want i’ll become the smog around you i’ll surround you with my love no matter how much how could it ever be enough i want to take care of all your needs i wanna give you everything i wanna build a nest inside yr lungs and curl up and go to sleep as close as i can be to you keep me keep me safe i need you more than anything treat me like a doll ill be super perfect see the real me buried in the plastic every fucking day i wake up in a panic spinning like a drill i can never stop tearing up inside myself i built myself from barely fitting parts scraped up off the floor bubbling melting in the heat melting u and me together whats this stuff is it even flesh is it even blood is it even me i built myself from barely fitting parts i still fall apart
7.
Shield 03:28
when you grow to be someones sister if you can overcome the barriers you might find yourselves to be sharing an incredible power if you can light up each other thats the necessary secret if you really do need it you can have your own hidden world together but lets go back to the beach lets live in a dream you can pretend to be you i can pretend to be me but we don’t need to act like we’re ourselves we don’t need to be anything i’ve been thinking wrong forever i don’t have to be anything when my mind is overwhelmed when my body won’t move you’ve been a shield over me i want to be a shield over you when my mind shuts down in the most unbelievable pain you’ve been a shield over me i just want the strength to do the same but my bodys not me it won’t hold my shape you can’t even see my armour but its shimmering like water and its heavy like the ocean and yeah it holds me down but i still have enough power and i can still lift it up on to my shoulders but my bodys not me it won’t hold my shape you can’t even see my armour but its shimmering like water and its heavy like the ocean and yeah it drags me down but i still have enough power and i can still lift it up on to my shoulders when my mind is overwhelmed when my body won’t move you’ve been a shield over me i want to be a shield over you when my mind shuts down in the most incredible pain you’ve been a shield over me i just need the strength to do the same my bodys not me it wont hold my shape i know that im something other my bodys not me theres no fucking way this cage can last forever...

about

I had a lot of fun being Mom, but I'm always trying to do what feels right for me. It's still just me though.

This music is about the types of feelings that make the heart beat faster. That kind of thing has been happening to me a lot lately! But ya they're all songs about blood moving around quickly. That's why it's called reddishness.

Your support is so important to me! It allows me to take care of myself, live in a space thats healthy for me & continue to make music. Plus the cassettes are so cute and beautiful and a super rare collectors item!

Thank you.
Devi

Watch the video thats taking the fashion world by storm, "Treat Me Like a Doll"
www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ahsqwq-Kq8

And see the award winning "Shitty Peach" music video here!!!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfSWly4oD0I

I forgot to add the video for "I know" which is very stylish and popular
youtu.be/2Bn6dF4S1EM

Tapes graciously duplicated, printed & distributed by Psychic Wiirld aka Bulldog Eyes aka georgie
bulldogeyes.bandcamp.com

credits

released August 18, 2015

Sequenced and recorded on an Acer Aspire 57352 laptop and a Roland MC-505.

So many special thanks to Nicky, AJ, Tyler, Ursula, Sera, Mavica, Georgie, Jo, Chris, Ashley, Steven, Scott and of course Eddy!!

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