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Magic Fire Brain

by Devi McCallion & Katie Dey

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1.
Plant Matter 01:33
what is this shit ? i'm clearly not supposed to be here but radiation just feels so good on my skeleton nothing left but an endless spiral vortex still i hope for some company i'm already lonely am i god ? am i just a circulation of my blood am i bleeding or am i just rolling in the mud figure eighting baby man your battle stations buckle up i remember now just to breathe just to breathe
2.
Plastic 03:01
forming out of dust guess i’ll move if i must what happened to them ? not advanced enough yet yearning for the sunset all i want is plastic nothing helps the pain it sucks i could’ve been anything i guess i’m this chemical reactions my head throbbing am i rotting or gay what difference does it make crack my bones until they break, break back in genesis they never thought it’d be like this they never thought it could be like this way back in genesis they never thought it could be like this they never thought it could be like this they i could’ve been anything i guess i’m this chemical reactions my head throbbing am i rotting or gay what difference does it make crack my bones until they break break
3.
Mirror 02:39
in the mirror my reflection looks so weird and strange today but it’s always the same it’s always the same it’s always the same in the mirror (when i look into my eyes) my reflection looks so weird and strange today (no matter how hard i try) it’s always the same thing it’s always the same thing when i look into my eyes no mattered how hard i try if you really knew what all the fuss was for if you opened up your heart would there really be room for more ? in the mirror my reflection looks so weird and strange today it’s always the same thing it’s always the same thing if you opened up your heart could you imagine something different than we are ? if you needed something else something beautiful and loving could you make it up yourself ?
4.
i’m staying up working tonight if my body doesn’t let me sleep what else is there to try i am feeling kinda scary tonight i feel fuzzy up inside my bones i’m trying not to die but i got all these shadows in my eyes darting in and out my periphery maybe they wanna fight ? uhhh i wanna bury my head into the light something keeps dragging me straight back into the night but you don’t scare me get the fuck out of my sight don’t you know god is on my side ? i’m done telling shadow people that i’m mad at them i’ll just let it be a surprise it’s ok it’s my bad to all the demons in hell it’s my bad that i got mad i looked like a real bitch face but you just never really know what could happen until it happens to you some wounds never heal if you’re lucky they might just scar over a lot of wounds just get worse and worse with time and time goes on and on more more people get wounded and the hospitals are all closed still your doctor’s on vacation have you lived this life ? have you seen this world before ? i wanna bury my head into the light something keeps dragging me straight back into the night bitch you don’t scare me get the fuck out of my sight don’t you know god is on my side ?
5.
just forget it don’t you sweat it my brain is soft enough that nothing could upset it i’ve got the lights on i have no fight song no piano no guitar nothing to write on rollercoaster fork in toaster i got a lighter and a full can of rexona dress no pocket knife in socket my heart/head is self destructing nobody can stop it no need to get embarrassed now we have no friends around i got this i got this i got this i’m tired but i have got this i’ve got this i’ve got this glowing pink vortex of beauty and compassion churning the world into emptiness its my heart at least its in a central location a sort of jealous yam bending reality into joy and acceptance i’m not getting revenge it’s just a 12 petal lotus with quickly spinning blades i got this i got this i got this i’m tired but i have got this i got this i got this i got this i’m tired but i got this
6.
unconscious and perfectly free i take on a physical body circumstances complete me circumstances repeating in me my functions are trapped by fate explode into chemicals rotting sparkling in a rainbow sparkling in a rainbow of blood i wish i was good to the world but i’m not i’m not even close but i love you and you love me when i installed the heavens in the sky when i made the clouds firm overhead when i let circumstance complete you you’re flawed just how i intended you to be useless like every living being ever was i hope your beauty chews up the sun no good to this world at all useless perfect and free i built useless nothing not a nuclear bomb at all stronger than iron and death i wish i was good to the world (but you’re not you’re not even close) i wish i was good to the world (you don’t need to, you don’t need to be good) but i love you i still love you
7.
Open Heart 04:32
happy songs echoing weirdly sad but still laughing drawing near to death my holy realm of flesh heaven burns from above the sun eclipsed by a white dove they all wanna be god (i don’t want to be god) how pathetic everyone that i know someday soon grass will grow over their bodies i will be left alone finally nothing to show for all of the bloodsucking parasites festering nothing left nothing to sing but my little songs bury my head in the ground i wait for your open heart, open heart maybe it will never come but i wait for a loving heart to tear apart i will still sing with joy and pray from a loving heart i don’t mind if it’s a dying heart fragile like a hurting god could never hurt fragile like a hurting god could never know all alone in the clouds it’s very sad to be so alone that girl who couldn’t do anything that girl who couldn’t do anything... improved a little on her cooking maybe that day will never come the day you forgive yourself let the pain flow out maybe it’ll never come and that’s ok hey, we’ve all been there we’ve all been there i know it’ll never come but i wait for a loving heart a loving world i know it’ll never come but i still pray for that loving world… i know it’ll never come but i wait for a loving world a loving world in the sun i know it’s not ok i know we can’t keep on being this way or else we’ll fucking die and you’ll be alone and god’ll be alone and god’ll be alone
8.
Soda 03:17
is it ever over the worst has just begun i want a soda i want music i want sun sometimes it feels evil sometimes it feels wrong don’t think too hard about it let’s just try to have some fun everyone’s dying someday we’ll be gone it just gets harder will i meet you in the sun ? deep breath my head hurts keep it together just having a wishful dream about a future that i never could’ve asked for anyway i flew above hell carrying christ’s cross he asked me to hold it up for him and the lights shone off and the people all burning in hell were like “what the fuck” and i was like i dunno im just like doing what that guy told me to and its just yknow god works in mysterious ways you ever hear that shit ? people say it sometimes
9.
Milk 02:37
a white facade where the river flows a white facade where the river goes between the ice and the water swirls "do you think my body look like a girls?" ice cold water look like a girl turn up my milky underbelly please up against the blood red sky no christmas wish no butterfly i'll cross my heart and hope to die scream "i love rock n roll" to a smoke white sky no air to breathe magic fire brain everybody dies magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire (breath) magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain magic fire brain hands keep slipping soaked in milk i'm not crying my dreams fulfilled

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Official trailer
www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFxWYchgj_I

"Mirror" (Music Video)
youtu.be/GMocO7sc_b8

A sequel to our 2018 album "Some New Form of Life"
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/some-new-form-of-life

Listen to more of Katie's music here
katiedey.bandcamp.com

Listen to more of Devi's music here
blacksquares.bandcamp.com

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released September 13, 2020

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