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EMERGENCY!

by Girls Rituals

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itallhurts For a long time I just listened to Girls Rituals on SoundCloud where her music is a lot more disorganized. Black Crow was always a big comfort song for me during that time. It wasn't until I started using Bandcamp that I listened to this album in full and it now stands as one of my favorites ever. I find myself coming back to it every time I start to panic over gender dysphoria and such. Thank you Devi <3 Favorite track: Every Body Breaks Down.
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helcat i know it's weird for the subject matter, but this album makes me so... happy, content, and puts me in a self-accepting mood. i adore it Favorite track: Cryin Over Nothing.
elayna
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elayna Re-listening to this album putting songs on a gifted 2nd hand silver ipod. I love this album for the incredibly real detailed writing (relatable depthful queer bops tbh) and also just found the zine that accompanies it upon DL. Some things need to be made and this was one of those. :3 singing my continued support from ōtepoti !!!!! <3 Favorite track: Rainbow Eye.
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1.
EMERGENCY! 03:39
we use our smokescreens
we have our teamspeak headset radios on
nobodys speaking
just heavy breathing on the mic
its already been such a weird and fucked up night they say climb out or crawl
but really do whatever you want
its ok to do it wrong
i wanna do it wrong
i wanna fuck it up i dont know what to do but get high every day
alone in the dark
hide out and blazed
im paranoid but the world seems strange
so i go on the web and i watch dragon maid its ok to get thru the day but wouldnt it be great if everything was different and things were ok? lets go fuck ourselves while we’re in this hell I’m sitting down on a rainbow sparkle rain thru the headlights get it get it in a headlock that special feeling ??? dont fucking experiment did you fucking hallucinate? get that shit out my face I’m washed around the whole earth by the sexy raw waves of the ocean i think theres a conspiracy i think theres something strange thats going on lets try some new stuff cos everything we know is ending fuck it don’t rebuild it now theres room for something different
2.
xXx DNA xXx 01:21
smartskin with a metabrain magnify / shes a new creation true love in a host-body angels screamin in jubilation come cuddle im a real shit demon I’m cut off uhhhuhh i peirce thru the veil i feel the same im coming down
3.
Rainbow Eye 02:48
she’s seeing thru that rainbow eye she’s a frankenstine real monster high moving serpentine moving all the time never slowing down cos she’s terrified but still living still fruitful / still fruity still giving with all this shit in the face of everything shes still seeing thru that rainbow eye u know she’s seeing all the time super spectrum gemini then she really starts to multiply no way to quantify a ribbon comes untied if this world is so evil if the world ended would that save its people more die every day so its hard to believe it wanna lock us up and smash our guts to pieces theres a curse on me theres a curse on me so just watch yourself so just watch yourself shes seeing thru that rainbow eye new prescription for abilify why don’t you realize thats nothings real i cant stand the real eye its just too magnified look thru in real time she keeps seeing thru that rainbow eye
4.
Crystal Eye 01:48
demons watching us circle overhead i saw it in a dream im a sleepyhead its a part of me but im afraid of it i saw it in my dream but i see a lot of shit watched by someone else thru a crystal eye caught in san jose caught on satellite you can feel it when it rains right behind your eye tell me what you did you don’t have to lie i hope it wont but it always gets done i close my eyes but it still just happens watched by someone else thru a crystal eye caught in san jose caught on satellite you can feel it when it rains right behind your eye going in and out of range from the satellite
5.
resting on a sunday hungry for some subway just another doomsday alarms are going off getting on a airplane surfing on a bloodwave hiding on the airwaves nails keep breaking off i dream a secret dream i dream something thats just for me her soul is tangled like some apple earbuds that girls ugly but its not her fault please dont worry im cryin over nothing please dont crush me im just a tiny bug putting on foundation cruising for donations in all of this creation i just wanna flirt with u stuck in transformation another new mutation total information information overload i dream an evil dream in my dreams im dancin in hell
6.
every body breaks down nothings gonna carry you forever always wanna carry on always wanna scream in terror im just tryna be myself if it gets me killed no wonder thinking i should by a gun probably shouldnt but whatever ive been getting so much static ive been getting brainwashed and shit please dont really drink the water keep your head down theres tonnes of cops out if theres nowhere to run if theres nowhere to hide can we dig a hole right into the other side if theres nowhere to run if they already
7.
apple and a mango sitting on a rainbow yogurt and a milkshake and a red gatorade sitting on the metro looking out the window watching all the world blow up in a stupid ass mushroom cloud when someone fucks it up again i know we'll see you all in the reboot again i hope i dont know how that type of thing would work i tried to look it up but i dunno head right now into it and strut
8.
New Moon 03:12
its ready if you want it its on fire and its nothing if you touch it you can have it but if you touch it youll become it its like a wound 10 miles wide how can it heal if we cant see to either side its carnivale its 2012 im in a new shape now keep changing shapes until it helps lets try a new dance lets make some new shit up under the new moon lets make a new style lets fuck something up tonite lets fuck something up tonite lets make it right tonite lets fuck something up tonite you dont have to be alright tonite im never knowing for a sea of fire im never hoping for a world of pain tell me how it feels tell me if its real or not is it really real tell me if its real or not
9.
La La La 01:13
I think a lot of shit but the problems never knowing um im always on the go you know my shit is going and now now all these days are different all this stuff u know what i dreamed it all these ways that i like to do it you t hink its funny? do you think its cute? lalala lalala
10.
i sorta sweat it out not really feeling it my bones are twisting out i think im bored of it my body starts to spin strange shapes come out my skin not really feeling it still really bored of it cover up the mirror in the middle of the day i cant see myself theres something weird around my face please help me out ill shed my skin just like a snake ssss... helicopters wake me up from a nightmare nap i was dreaming of exactly where i am even tho i know its wrong im still waiting to wake up
11.
Helicopter bladez wake me up still theres nothing still all hope is suffering still its something still its stayin buffering still its cutting still the bladeses cuttin still im blushing still this bitch is crushing psychic tracking google ads heat vision thermal scan cop souls cursed and damned always watching thru webcam white van on the street unmarked copters above me always scannin with x rays make me paranoid for days leave me freakin out for days fucked by helicopter bladez
12.
round here i think the waters poisoned to test it out i drank a lot as a kid i lived thru project monarch this butterfly tattoo sure means a lot they’ll always wanna turn you out and fuck you up try to brainwash you and do weird stuff all those tongues rolling over crocodile teeth all those guys who are just so weird and threatening winter sunshine in my eyes blinding me til i can’t see hot digital pink with a gasoline glint headache rainbows radiate all around me drinking california wine to ease the pain thats coming on I’m turning green my soul is gone you never fed yourself you never find yourself i know you put it in you cannot take it out nobodies watching us so were acting up and it’s the worst shit you ever dreamed of
13.
above my head theres angels laughing its like my soul is stuck in traffic 10 steady years of never passing i try to fly on lace wings but i keep on crashing down on my head theres demons dancing their charcoal hooves are always tapping where i go theres strangers laughing i wanna look like a girl but i always do it wrong
14.
Black Crow 02:17
every year that goes by i just seem to get older and the tide goes up and the water washes over and i know myself less going in and out my head going in and out my head hooded death gets a boner fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere and you got your nails long whyd u cut off all your hair fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere are u fucking doing ok? ill be a black crow in my next life flying over an office park i smash and curse this skin oh i dig and dig and dig pulling away at the fat and muscle always searching further in somewhere deep inside my body has to be the answer for everything somewhere deep inside my body has to be the reason for why I’m like this
15.
Can you feel it? somethings different feeling so wrong and confused feeling fucked up /out of tune feeling fucked up and confused feeling so wrong and out of tune shes speaking gibberish shes feigning ignorance her light is flickering shes like black licorice she sparks my interest shes just so different she taste sweet bitterness shes like black licorice dark emo thoughts inside my head better not think better not say it always shaking like a hummingbird always shaking shaking shaking like a hummingbird can you feel it? somethings different always been a little different from the other girls always been a firecracker and a thunderbird born to be a fucking demon from the underworld always shaking always flutter like a hummingbird
16.
My-Self 01:45
she is a creature her claws are sharp like a razor shes true to nature thats just what happens in nature they try to cage her shes like a sleeping sunbather shes true to nature thats just what happens in nature i know what i want i wanna be myself even if it hurts ananana i know what i want does it gross you out? i dont give a fuck
17.
im a million degrees skin turning green my stomach is churning my soul gem went dark god please forgive me i keep making it worse not making it better fill up my heart I’m swimming in human blood holding my breath i keep swimming deeper down and down im falling for infinity beautiful I’m shining out so brilliantly i start to drown i breathe her in so vividly the taste, the sound the trillium, the trilogy

about

Computer music diary

Tape release courtesy of Visual Disturbances (Sold out sorry!!)

Recorded at home between January and March 2017

Album art by @bmfu
Accompanying comic by @slimgiltsoul
Additional lyric booklet art by @eddyatoms

MUSIC VIDEOS:

Crystal Eye ---------> www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGTSx1fhQUc
Black Licorice ------> www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2DEUmyKr70
World Dissolving into Slime ASMR --> www.youtube.com/watch?v=pa6vQpTbDFk
MY-SELF ------------------------------> www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKAxu1-eKgE

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released May 26, 2017

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