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Carousel
02:05
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Said I wouldn't think about it
But all I do is think about it
In the Spirit Halloween store
Wrapping fake spiderwebs around my psychic wounds
Crying lonely tears with screensaver eyes
I fantasize that you could feel it too
All I ever wanted was the whole worlds pain
But I swear that I'd share it with you
Said I wouldn't think about it
But all I do is think about it
I don't need to see
I believe everything
But the world won't change
All it ever seems to do is spin
In a tailspin
Of confusion
Endless timeloops
Tend to wear me out
If you feel like your body's moving
With no input
Like it's set on rails
If you feel like
A different person
If you feel like
A stranger to yourself
If you feel like
Your body's spinning
Did you notice you're on a carousel?
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Go Home
02:47
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Could you walk with no footsteps in the snow?
Could you know what only God could know?
Could your beauty start a new religion?
Do you cast gold coins down from Heaven?
I don't even wanna go home
I don't care no more
I just wanna float
Laid down on the kitchen floor
Been by myself for 1000 years
Been around the world
Don't want any of it
I don't even wanna go home
I don't care no more
I just wanna float
Laid down on the kitchen floor
Been by myself for 1000 years
Cryin' all day, stealin' someone elses tears
Cast a shadow so long
That it circles round the earth and buries my soul
It wanted something
It cant make itself
It takes away
I know its not going to get easier now
I know we have choice but to keep going down
All the way down
Down down down
Together
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Every...
Ok
Everybody's in their own worlds
Their own worlds
Everybody's in their own worlds
So so sorry you couldn't be what you wanted
So so sorry that I couldn't be anything at all
So so sorry your life couldn't be what you dreamed it
So so sorry you dreamed anything at all
Everybody's in their own worlds
Their own worlds
Everybody's in their own worlds
Torn apart by torture and disorder
All we do is listen to each other scream
Everybody's in their own worlds
Everybody's in their own worlds
Nobody can imagine a future
All we do is listen to each other scream
Sorry a body couldn't be what you wanted
Sorry a body had to be anything at all
So so sorry your life couldn't be what you dreamed it would be
So so sorry you had to dream anything at all
Everybody's in their own worlds
Their own worlds
Everybody's in their own worlds
We can't look out for each other
All we can do is listen to each other scream
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4. |
Gas Station Salvia x30
02:17
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It's how you feel
A feeling I could never trust
A feeling couldn't be enough
I wanna go out
I wanna go down
I wanna go wherever you go
Lay in bed with a hot girl wishing for someone to kill me
It's just a cute fantasy but
Lay in bed thinking of how The World would be so much better
Without me in it
I'm not even sad about it
I just wanna dream my ugly dreams
Go back to sleep and live another 30 nightmareLives
It's all OK
Who would say such a terrible thing?
Such a monstrous thing?
I wanna go wherever you go
But don't worry
I'll still make sure to keep my distance
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Cute Beat
03:39
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Surrounded by angels
Surrounded by strangers
I prayed to become something else
But God made me something else instead
I got changed to something else
I got changed to something else again
Google map in head
I don't need no eyes
I don't need no problems
I don't need no life
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright, yea
It's gonna be alright
Let's do bigger numbers
Still got no self worth for it
(...)
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
Even it's in my head
Even if no one else can see it
Even if no one knows I feel it
Still I feel it
Even if I'm not alone
Even if I'm not not alone
Even if I'm not not not alone
I don't wanna be like that
I can hold my own body, I don't need no one to tell me
I'll create my own body, I don't need no one to help me
I'm severed from the WorldSoul
Doin' it on my own
Shut away in the 5th dimension
I wanna heal myself
Rebuild myself
Rebuild The World
Even if it doesn't matter
Especially if it doesn't matter
Then we might as well just do whatever and just fuck it upp
I wanna find myself
Destroy myself
Destroy The World
Even something grows out sidewalk cracks only to get stomped out
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Wimpy
02:04
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Couldn't find a beat that didn't fuck enough
All ready to the floor
Couldn't find a beat that didn't fuck enough
Couldn't find a beat that didn't suck enough to fuck it up
BUT I can still do whatever I want
I got this thing in my hand and they call it God
But it's not
They look into your own soul
See fucking empty, burned out holes
I wanna be there
I wanna be there
I wanna be there
I wanna be there
I don't need anyone to tell me how I'm doing, I know it
Don't need anyone to tell me what I'm doing, I know it
Die like a dog and laugh it off
Act like you're safe in a circle of salt
But I don't want that
I want the other one
Don't want that
I know, I know, it feels so hard
I can feel it in my bones now
I can feel it in my heart
I don't need anyone to tell me how I'm doing, I know it
Don't need anyone to tell me how I'm feeling, I know it
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Devi McCallion Toronto, Ontario
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