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Im Desperate

by Girls Rituals

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1.
TransWorld 02:09
i wanna live while the sun is still shining i dont wanna live while everyones dying the worlds ugly but the world is changing something better, something worse could happen lifes a rainbow and the colors just blend the show is over u dont need to pretend life is weird i dont have my old friends when something starts, when something else ends we're all living in a transworld u cant do fucking shit about it
2.
No Problems 03:10
i want a heart like butter but mine keeps twisting into strange hard knots what a strained heart ive got i wanna flow like water, i want a soul like bottled water but no matter how much i want it will never be enough whats up whats up theres no problems is there i want a golden aura, i want it shining down on everyone i wanna show my torus, i wanna prove im god to everyone just like the sun woah it will be ok no it wont be ok how the fuck would i know
3.
when i go into my head i run away from all the world when i go into my head i get so twisted i get so turned i cant tell u anything gotta keep it all to myself right now theres a lot of shit i cant talk about everybody wants to know ur secret everybody wants to know whats wrong everybody can tell ur broken they know u dont belong if u want to find me u can look inside ur broken heart and if u want to suck my blood out god will help ur teeth get sharp theres just something in my world thats much too big and much too violent i cant look or look away and im so scared i just stay silent everybody wants to know ur secret everybody wants to know whats wrong? everybody can tell ur broken they know u dont belong
4.
overflowing sludge weaponized industrial garbage i could use a hug pat my head and tell me im wrong about everything feeling like a wound that healed around a knife if the knife was also a dick i wanna wanna live but i wanna die as a real girl a real girl
5.
ok... everybody in the world is right in front of me everybody is bizarre theyre so strange looking everybody in the world is right in front of me i cant look away cos everyones so pretty im like god looking down on everyone im like god crying heavens tears from up above im like god thinking about what a good job i did but im here and then im gone and then im dead and moving on and then im everything u want everything u want everything u want
6.
OH ITS SO QUIET ITS JUST LIKE THAT BJORK SONG EVERYONES SCREAMING EVERYONES CRYING BUT ITS OH SO QUIET EVERYONES CRYING EVERYONES SCREAMINNNG BUT I CAN BARELY HEAR THEM WHILE IM BURNING IN HELL I CAN BARELY HEAR MYSELF EVERY BODY JUST WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF EVERY BODY ELSE JUST WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF EVERY BODY ELSE JUST WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF THEY ALWAYS TRIED TO KILL ME & THEY ALWAYS TRIED TO STARVE ME OUT EVERY BODY JUST WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF EVERY BODY ELSE JUST WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF EVERY BODY ELSE JUST WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF A DOZEN PEOPLE STALKING ME LIKE I GIVE A FUCK ABOUT
7.
someone please take my phone away from me i cant breathe i cant sleep someone please take my phone away from me its not that deep its like tv is life tv? life is kinda trippy but does it really matter i only eat fruit and i only drink water yea im fucking psycho and im never getting better id never take acid even if u offered snakes start to wiggle over black and white patterns i used to be scared but now i think i like them every day i die but then im fine after my heart and soul shattered i put em back together
8.
bitch im fucking john maus i love to hear myself talk girls voice in a rotting mouth i can still be something else ill always just be something else running in the tall grass im just like the talking heads lifes just like kemono friends are airplanes still flying? is the outside still going on? is everyone dying? what the fuck? what the fuck? its so fucking boring falling in a black hole its empty except me but im just empty too but who cares right? la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la fuck it...
9.
I Love Music 02:52
I love music i love music i love to sing and dance i love the world i love the world even if u cant believe that fact cos im ugly so i know how to feels to be ugly im so pretty so i know how it feels to be pretty im so ugly so i know how to feels to be ugly im so pretty so i know how it feels to be pretty tidal wave wave of blood wave of blood washing over me there used to be a reason for me in this world im a witch im a bitch i just wish something would turn out right for once im a witch im a bitch im a weirdo im a bimbo i just wish something would turn out right for me just one more time i figure i figure one day things will get better i just hope they dont get 10x fucking worse like they always do but... tidal wave of blood washing over me

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Songs from january - march 2018
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Girls voice in a rotting mouth **OFFICIAL VIDEO**
www.youtube.com/watch?v=WetEDFcaFnY

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released March 7, 2018

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